The dead and the damned (part1)
In October 1994 I travelled from Przemysl on the Polish-Ukrainian border to Krakow in Southern Poland. There was an outbreak of cholera in the Ukraine at that time. I decided to visit Auschwitz (Oswiecim) and Birkenau (Brzezinka) Death Camps, which were about 40 miles away.
I was disappointed and surprised at the carnival atmosphere in Auschwitz One – with hot dogs and burgers for sale, and lots of bad-mannered children playing games and making lots of noise in the corridors of one of the big red-bricked buildings, where inmates were housed and tortured. The execution yard was alongside the building and the victims were shot at the wall at the end of the yard.
I left and walked about three kilometres to Birkenau, also known as Auschwitz II. The huge camp was deserted. As I walked through the gates I saw that the administration offices were situated alongside them. There were rows of red-bricked single story buildings on my left, and one of the crematoriums was located in the bottom left-hand corner of the field. A railway line was coming in the gate, and was on the right-hand side of the blockhouses. The tracks were extended into the camp in April 1944 and completed in June 1944.
To the right of the track were military style wooden huts. They had rows of wooden bunks on both sides, and were stark and uninviting. There was a strong smell of preserved wood. I went back to the left of the camp, where the red-bricked buildings were located.
The first one felt unpleasant and oppressive. The second one was similar with a putrid smell of decay. This one had photos on the wall, which were taken when the camp was in operation. They had pictures of inmates and SS-guards. I fancied one of SS-women who was walking alongside a group of inmates.
The moment I stepped inside the entrance of the third building I stopped dead, as I felt I wasn’t alone. I sensed a powerful presence in the building, which reeked of depravity. I stood at the top of the aisle, which was about three feet wide and separated a row of large wooden bunks – that were against the wall – from a metallic trough, which went along the centre of the building. The other side was similar with the bunks facing out. The blockhouse was approximately forty feet long, but I was unable to see more than twenty feet away. I noticed a smoky-grey blob, which was clouding my view. It was close to the ground and was slowly starting to expand and change shape. The feeling of a presence was frightening and I could almost touch the obnoxious stench of evil, which was creeping towards me. Suddenly there was a loud noise, similar to the movement of heavy furniture. Within a few seconds there was another noise similar to the first one, like as if there was a creature trapped between the bunks and the trough, and was trying to break free. The grey blob was expanding and growing, and getting darker and darker, and the aura, which exuded from it, was starting to envelop me. Suddenly there was a massive crash, - like it finally freed itself – and the black shape was now standing up facing me. The intensity was overpowering and before the figure was fully erect I dashed out of the building.
(to be continued)
I was disappointed and surprised at the carnival atmosphere in Auschwitz One – with hot dogs and burgers for sale, and lots of bad-mannered children playing games and making lots of noise in the corridors of one of the big red-bricked buildings, where inmates were housed and tortured. The execution yard was alongside the building and the victims were shot at the wall at the end of the yard.
I left and walked about three kilometres to Birkenau, also known as Auschwitz II. The huge camp was deserted. As I walked through the gates I saw that the administration offices were situated alongside them. There were rows of red-bricked single story buildings on my left, and one of the crematoriums was located in the bottom left-hand corner of the field. A railway line was coming in the gate, and was on the right-hand side of the blockhouses. The tracks were extended into the camp in April 1944 and completed in June 1944.
To the right of the track were military style wooden huts. They had rows of wooden bunks on both sides, and were stark and uninviting. There was a strong smell of preserved wood. I went back to the left of the camp, where the red-bricked buildings were located.
The first one felt unpleasant and oppressive. The second one was similar with a putrid smell of decay. This one had photos on the wall, which were taken when the camp was in operation. They had pictures of inmates and SS-guards. I fancied one of SS-women who was walking alongside a group of inmates.
The moment I stepped inside the entrance of the third building I stopped dead, as I felt I wasn’t alone. I sensed a powerful presence in the building, which reeked of depravity. I stood at the top of the aisle, which was about three feet wide and separated a row of large wooden bunks – that were against the wall – from a metallic trough, which went along the centre of the building. The other side was similar with the bunks facing out. The blockhouse was approximately forty feet long, but I was unable to see more than twenty feet away. I noticed a smoky-grey blob, which was clouding my view. It was close to the ground and was slowly starting to expand and change shape. The feeling of a presence was frightening and I could almost touch the obnoxious stench of evil, which was creeping towards me. Suddenly there was a loud noise, similar to the movement of heavy furniture. Within a few seconds there was another noise similar to the first one, like as if there was a creature trapped between the bunks and the trough, and was trying to break free. The grey blob was expanding and growing, and getting darker and darker, and the aura, which exuded from it, was starting to envelop me. Suddenly there was a massive crash, - like it finally freed itself – and the black shape was now standing up facing me. The intensity was overpowering and before the figure was fully erect I dashed out of the building.
(to be continued)
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