Highly recommended

"On 19 July 1969, at the Church Congress in Stuttgart, Manfred Augst, Ute Scheub’s father, stood up during a reading by Gunter Grass, grabbed the hall microphone, made a confused speech attacking the Church and what he called the establishment, before concluding to boos from the audience: ‘And now, I’d like to salute my comrades from the SS’. He then put a small bottle to his mouth, swallowed the contents, and informed the woman standing next to him: ‘And that, young lady, was cyanide.’ In a book that couldn’t have been written before now, Scheub confronts her father’s past – a candid study of private guilt and a wider assessment of the German psyche from the Second World War onwards. "
http://www.new-books-in-german.com/spr2006/book28a.htm

Ute Scheub
Das falsche Leben. Eine Vatersuche(A False Life: In Search of My Father)
Piper Verlag February 2006,

291 pp.

ISBN 3-492-04839-0